“But Peter continued knocking, and when they opened, they saw him and were amazed.” – Acts 12:16
Moving through the books of Acts, the stories of the expansion of the church become more dramatic. The power of God becomes more evident in the lives of not only the disciples but the church as a whole. And in Acts 12, we again see God’s power evident in the life of Peter.
Peter: The Rock on which I will Build my Church
Jesus calls Peter “The Rock,” long before Dwayne Johnson was born. Can you imagine Jesus meeting Peter for the first time? Picture it, Jesus is walking along the shore of the Sea of Galilee and seeing the man who would be instrumental in beginning the Christian movement. If it were not for Peter, the church would not be what it is today. If it were not for Peter, you would not be reading this blog today.
Even before Jesus walked up to Peter, He knew everything about Peter’s future; his passion, his betrayal, his belief, his strength, and his death. What would define Peter would be his boldness in bringing people to Christ. Through Peter, Jesus could see every soul that he would impact – maybe he saw you and me in Peter’s eyes.
Faith and Fear
Peter had faith, and fear. It is important to understand just because we experience fear; it does not mean we lose our faith. In fact, fear enforces our faith; meaning that we fear because of our faith. We fear that people would look at us differently or treat us differently because of that faith. We fear because we have faith. Peter feared. The disciples feared. And because we are in good company, we experience fear.
Fear can affect people in different ways. We can flee from the danger like many the disciples did, we can hide in the shadows like Peter, or we can face it head-on and overcome it. Uncontrolled fear, though, can lead a believer to doubt. Especially for those who adopt the mindset that faith places a hedge of protection against fear, those are the ones whose faith begins to waver.
Faith, Fear, and the Future of the Disciples
Believing in Christ and accepting Jesus as our Savoir does not mean our lives will be worry-free. Jesus tells his disciples, “In this life, you will have tribulation.” (John 16:33) But he ends the verse with, “But take heart; I have overcome the world.” When you take the book of Acts into account and reread the Gospels, you can see how many times Jesus is trying to prepare his disciples for what is coming. He knew what was coming.
He looked into every face and knew each of their destinies. He knew how much they would suffer for Him. I can only imagine having to talk with someone knowing their future, knowing how they would die. The Gospels account two times where Jesus cried. I am surprised it is not more than that.
The Disciples Habit of Prayer
Jesus knew every heart, and every life, He knew everything; He was God. He not only knew his followers; He could see himself. He saw the cross and the Ascension; He saw Pentecost every day he taught his followers. To prepare them, He taught his disciples how to pray.
Prayer, in Jesus’ time, was a big show, at least for the Pharisee’s. Jesus told at least two stories about how these men believed that prayer was about verbiage. One had to be educated to address God properly. But Jesus taught that prayer was about the heart, not the words. He knew that prayer would be a gigantic part of the life of a believer, especially after His death and the beginning of the church. He knew the power of corporate prayer, and the disciples would catch on quickly.
Each instance of the miraculous occurring, the disciples were gathered together praying. They were gathered together when Jesus appeared to them after his resurrection. They were gathered together praying on the night the promised Holy Spirit came upon each of them. They were gathered together after the death of James and the arrest and sentencing of Peter.
We find in Acts 12 that James was put to death and that Peter has been sentenced to death. His execution was set for the next morning. The disciples were gathered together and praying like never before. They were praying for the miraculous: for Peter to be saved from his sentence of death, to be delivered from the hands of the enemy.
The Doubt of Prayer
Then there is a knock on the door. Not many stir, they are focused on praying for Peter – praying for his release, praying for his deliverance. Maybe some of them felt the incessant pounding was interrupting their prayer vigil. They sent a servant girl, Rhoda, to investigate.
Rhoda could not believe her eyes. It was Peter. She gets so excited that she forgets to unlatch the door and runs back into the house. “It’s Peter,” she exclaims. But no one believes her. They discount her. “You are out of your mind,” they tell her. She probably said, “No, really it’s him. I saw him.”
Then, rather than believe that their prayers were answered they tell Rhoda, “It must be his angel (some versions say ghost.)” I can hear them tell her, “It’s not Peter, he is in prison, now go away so we can pray for Peter to be released from prison.”
Somehow, she gets them to the door. When they answer and see Peter, are they praising God? No, Acts 12:16 says ‘they were astonished.’ They were surprised. They had just been in deep prayer for God to act, and when He steps up and acts, they are amazed. They don’t believe it.
How many times are we like these disciples? We pray earnestly for something, and when God answers the prayer, we ignore the answer because we are so busy praying for answers to prayer.
Who am I to Talk?
I can’t point any fingers. For the last two years, I have been praying for the opportunity to write full time. A couple of years ago, I injured my ankle. I was sidelined for six months, unable to work. I spent some of that time writing, but not near the level that I could have. I continued to pray for the opportunity to be a full-time writer. I returned to work, and my hours were crazy. I wrote during my down time but aching for the day that I could write full time.
Then last year, I started to have my seizures. That definitely placed me on the sidelines. I could no longer drive my personal vehicle, much less an 18-wheeler. So, like the last time, I spent time writing, but not at the level that I could have.
Then something clicked. Was God giving me the opportunity that I had been praying for? I then dove headfirst into writing. I began picking up jobs I would only have dreamed of getting. I finalized many of the small projects that I had been working on for the last four years.
I was writing full time. I AM writing full time. God answered my prayer. Just not in the way I expected Him to.
I believe that was why the disciples were ‘astonished.’ They were thinking God was going to answer in one way, and He surprises them by answering prayer in a way they were not expecting.
I didn’t know how God was going to act to accomplish my prayer. I’m not exactly sure what the disciples were looking for either. Maybe something like Jesus did when He appeared to them; he wasn’t there, then suddenly he was.
Or perhaps they thought that it would go through the judicial process and Peter would be released after a court hearing. In either situation, they were not fully expecting an answer to prayer the way they saw it unfold.
Through my experience, I have gained a better understanding of deep earnest prayer. I now enter prayer with an open mind, clear of misconceptions about who I think God is. I no longer place limitations on how I believe He should act. God is God. He has perfect timing, and He has a purpose. My preconceived notions are no comparison to the glory He wants to display.
Isaiah 55:8-9 tells us that God’s ways are far about ours, which means that we can only begin to dream about the blessings He has for us. We are expecting a sandwich; He gives us a steak; We are expecting an easy trial; he sends an even earlier release; We are expecting a foothold, he gives us the entire mountain. And through each blessing, His name will be glorified.
Peter knew it; he went to rejoice with others. I know it, I firmly believe God will use my situation to allow me to be used to bring His name glory. What about you? What are you praying for? Is the answer staring you in the face, buzzing around your head as you keep shooing it away? Or are you telling the servant girl to go away because you are too busy praying? Be watchful and keep an open mind. God hears our prayers, and an answer is on its way.
In the meantime, don’t be so busy doing the things of the Lord that you miss the doings of the Lord.